I squared away all my bills and now I’m going to head to the store for some things that I need.
I just posted our video on tumblr and i hope we get lots of criticism (good or bad) for it.
I feel less sad today though, I’m glad I have people who didn’t leave when times were rough.
Life has some pretty weird turns.
I didn’t think that this would come to be strangers with the people that live in my house.
I am so alone.
I don’t feel anything but hurt
Break is almost over and I’ve done all of nothing since 2013 started:
1. unfriended the ex’s family
2. unfriended the ex
3. haven’t drank any pop since jan 1st! (super accomplishment really)
4. Having more patience (can’t really be a real thing being measured since its only been like a week)
5. Being less self centered (because of what people have said about me)
maybe ill start writing my novel again.
oh. sounds good.
Sooo we just had sex without a condom and then I had to buy a plan b and he didn’t really care.
How many times do I have to get hurt to understand that he doesn’t really care ?!
its. wierd. right now.
Cause now I wanna undress him and sit on his face. alot.
So Jon just moved in and I feel him stealing my throne. I guess that’s what happens when two strong personalities move in. I really think its my time to start over now.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I just want to move on with this past life and start over. I have no one to talk to here now. Clay is fed up with me and Jon is buried in the guilt that I don’t think he’ll quite yet recover from. Genny couldn’t care about me unless Jake became one of my limbs. Grace, covers herself with her friends and puts me in my own dish, wanting for herself but not wanting to share with others.
I don’t know why I am so confused.
Maybe I’ll keep to myself from now on.
It just works better that way.
I am writing in regards to request of early alum for the spring semester. Being accepted in the Grad Program at Roosevelt University is a great privilege and I am excited to start the next chapter in my life. That being said, I do have an extra course load and a new internship starting in the spring that will help me ease into the graduate program. I also have several family priorities that are taking up much more time than usual. My family is suffering through financial crisis for a recent family member being diagnosed with a terminal disease. I am ready to take the appropriate steps to become an alum and I appreciate all the time and effort that Alpha Gamma Delta has put into me as a person and hope that it respects my decision to go early Alumni